DrEaM c0mEs To LiGhT

fun day @circle... ehehehhe

2007-07-14T13:50:00.000+08:00

pauwi na kmi... sa car yan... ehhehehehe

nagpapaturo me kay eliz maggitara eh... ehehehehhee

by height??? hahahaha cute noh??

ang kulit noh?? c kuya driver nagpicture nyan eh... before kmi magbike nyan,,, xempre picture picture muna dba??? ehehehhe sayang nga eh.. hndi nakapunta ung iba...

where do broken hearts go

2007-07-08T11:15:00.001+08:00

I know it's been some time
but there's something on my mind
You see I haven't been the same
since that cold November day.
We said we needed space
but all we found was an empty place
And the only things I learned
is that I need you desperately.
So here I am and can you please tell me:

Where do broken hearts go
can they find their way home
Back to the open arms
of a love that's waiting there?
And if somebody loves you
won't they always love you?
I look in your eyes
and I know that you still care for me.

I've been around enough to know
that dreams don't turn to gold
And that there is no easy way
no, you just can't run away.
And what we had was so much more
than we ever had before
And no matter how I try
I can't get you off my mind.
So here I am and can you please tell me:

Where do broken hearts go
can they find their way home
Back to the open arms
of a love that's waiting there?
And if somebody loves you
won't they always love you?
I look in your eyes
and I know that you still care for me.

And now that I am
here with you
I'll never let you go
I look into your eyes
and now I know
now I know:

Where do broken hearts go
can they find their way home
Back to the open arms
of a love that's waiting there?
And if somebody loves you
won't they always love you?
I looked in your eyes
and I know that you still care for me.
for me
yeah
yeah
yeah!

what hurts the most

2007-07-08T11:05:00.000+08:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

falling in love is...

2007-06-29T08:42:00.000+08:00

catch me i'm falling....

2007-06-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

ang cute pla ng movie n2... kakakilig.. ahahhaha ang sweet tlga ng guy kung sasabihan k nya ng "you complete me" yihaa!!! hehhhehe... well wla lng... share ko lng sa inyo...
CATCH ME I'M FALLING

I. I don't know why but when i look in your eyes
i feel something that seems so right
you've got yours i've got mine
i think i'm loosing my mind
'cause i shouldn't feel this way

Refrain:
catch me i'm fallin for you
and i don't know what to do

Chorus:
how can something so wrong?
feel so right all along
catch me i'm falling for you
how can time be so wrong?
for love to come along
catch me i'm falling for you
how can love let it go
when it has no place to go
and i can't go along pretending
that love isn't here to stay
catch me i'm falling for you

II.If i could just walk away
without you floating today
i would die just thinking of you
i know we can't therefor bee more than friends you and me
but why do i feel this way?

***Repeat refrain then chorus***

catch me i'm falling for you
and it's wrong for me to feel this way
'cause i don't know what to do without you
i'm falling for you...
Catch me i'm falling you
how can something so wrong?
feel so right all along
catch me i'm falling for you........

wapak!!! dba ang ganda ng song na yan.. favorite ko na nga rin yan eh... hehehehe.... hayyyzz... wla lng... cge na nga poh.. gudnyt na.. promise.. 22o na 2... ahahahaha

bonding time after classes... hahaha!!!

2007-06-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

BIOLOGY CLASS
ang hirap ng practical test nmin.. for 30 seconds we should focus a specimen using a microscope... well anyway.. ok lng un... bawi n lng nxt time.. :-)
COMPUTER CLASS
nice angelo.. he accidentally kick my chair. muntik na nga ako malaglag eh.. buti n lng mahina lng un.. peace na tau angelo!! hndi naman ako galit eh... (n_n)
DISMISSAL
sabay kmi ni diane umuwi eh... tapos nagpasama ako sa knya sa locker di naman ako inintay.. iniwan ako... hahaha.. pero thanks kay lars kc inofferan nya ako ng help eh.. then tumambay lang kmi sandali ni diane sa may corridor kc kinakausap pa nya c ate kim eh.. tapos c miggy magisa lng dun sa may corridor sa tapat ng room namin.. tapos sbi ko loner xa.. pero joke lng un... eheheheh
@ NIA village
sumabay sa amin c miggy umuwi.. ksakay rin nmin c gil.. nalaglag pa nga nya ung ballpen nya eh... ehhehee soli ko na lng sau tomorrow...
yehey!!! nilibre kmi ni miggy ng shake... ahahahah ayaw pa nya ako ilibre ng pamasahe pero nilibre naman nya ako ng shake.. mas mahal pa nga un eh... ehhehehe c diane coffee crumble ung kinuha nya... then double dutch naman smin ni miggy.. pareho kmi no pearls... hehhehe gaya-gaya xa eh,... joke!!! actually bawal xa sa shake eh.. bawal kc xa sa malamig.. himig kc eh... sumbong kita kay sir!! joke!! hehehe... pumunta kmi sa haus nla diane... habang naglalakad.. may nakita kming dog.. tapos ang kulit ng face,, ung doggy sa men in black?? sbi ko ay kamukha ni miggy!! ahhaha kawawa naman ung doggy parang na-insulto.. ahahahha... tapos sabi naman ni migz kamukha ko daw ung buntot.. nyahahaha... pinarinig pa smin ni migz ung kanta ni regine and sarah... grabeh ah!! katakot c sarah.. super cra na cguro ung vocal box nya... good luck na lng s knya.. ehehehhe (n_n)
ayy.. nakalimutan ko.. c lucky pla... ung doggy ni diane.. ang kulit nya ah.. hehehehe...
HELLO GOOD EVENING??
ang ganda-ganda ng bati ko sa fone eh... akala ko naman kung cno.. akala ko lola ko.. ahahahaha... c migz pla... magtatanong lng pla ng no. ni joshua dein..
cge po ah.. 2log na ako.. ehehehe.. hi krishnalyn!! ahhahaha...

sportsfest of cmc @ amoranto with matching malling after the sportfest...

2007-06-24T20:12:00.000+08:00

Go0d Morning!!!
kagabi 2am na aq n2log then i woke up around 5am.. kc we went to amoranto to attend the sportsfest of cmc... syempre before bathing i ate my breakfast muna... sabay kmi ni ate jona.. then past 6 c tita nagagalit na... tagal kc namin eh... nagpaayos pa kmi ng hair.. good luck nman db?? then ung jeep na nasakyan namin palabas... ang bagal.. kc naman bawat kanto tumitigil xa... yung taxi ok naman... kso ang sounds ang baduy.. nora aunor... ooppss.. sorry po sa mga mka nora... eh kc naman eh.. ang aga-aga un maririnig mo.. hayyy... ehehehhe
Amoranto stadium
aun ito na.. pagdating namin dun.. c tita pinapila na kmi sa dimsum.. hahaha... then pumasok na kmi sa loob kc magstart na ung mass...hayy... grabeh c father 25 mins ata nag homily... grabeh kakaantok un ah.. lakas pa naman ng aircon sa loob.. hehehehe... maya-maya nagstart na ung program.. ung naupuan naman ang lakas ng aircon... nakatapat pa skin.. good luck naman sa outfit.. shorts, shirt and bolero with matching rubber shoes... grabeh.. cno ba naman ang hindi lalamigin dun.. well anyway... enjoy naman eh... ang kulit nila .. ehehehehe...
SM
diretso agad sa mitsubishi para mag pa re-copy ng 1x1 pic ko... gudluck naman... after 1hr.. mali naman ung nire-copy nya... asar... so pinaulit namin then rush.. oh dba ang taray?? hahahaha c tita kc eh.. ehehehe... then we went to national bookstore para mag pa photocopy... ang bagal din super... kaasar.. sa may department store naman... nung pag sakay namin sa escalator ung mama pataas ung cnakyan nya.. akalain mo nga naman.. natawa kmi s knya.. bumababa ba naman.. heheheheh.... di ko tlga napigilan eh... kakatawa kc eh... well anyway... nag enjoy naman ako eh.. kapagod nga lng... pero ok lng un... cge ah sleep na aq.. maaga p kc ako bkas eh... ingats!!!

"first week of my regular classes"

2007-06-23T10:17:00.000+08:00

sorry super busy kc ng week ko eh.. kaya ngaun lng po ako nakapaglagay ng entry... anyways... super busy tlga ng week ko... assignments, drills, group activities, recitations, activities, quizzes, as usual lhat ng mga ginagawa sa school... of course kapagod pero enjoy naman ako kasi ang saya naman sa loob ng classroom eh... even if nalipat na ako sa 1st section... sabay pa rin kmi ng bestfriend ko magbreak and umuwi.. at least khit konting time lng magkasma kmi.. ehehehehe... (n_n)

...first day of classes... oh yeah!! i love it (n_n)

2007-06-14T13:54:00.000+08:00

oh yeah!! my first day of classes is pretty amazing... of course at first I'm nervous, but when i met my classmates. i realized that they're very friendly. nakilala ko rin yung mga best buds ko.. ang saya tlga ng araw na 2.. ang ingay nga eh.. hahahah c jodesz ang kulit.. ang dami na rin naming nagawa khit half day lng... we discussed about the school rules and regulations.. (lagi naman eh) hndi na mawawala un... hehehe.. we elected the class officers... o0 nga pla.. i took my break with my friends.. then sabay kmi umuwi nla eliz and diane.. dami kc naming dala eh.. tagal pa ng jeep.. kaya we took the tricyle na lng... syempre start na ng busy days namin.. pero ok lng un.. enjoy naman sa school eh... tomorrow regular classes n.. we're going to meet our teachers... excited n aq... (n_n)

"--blog makeover--"

2007-06-12T11:57:00.000+08:00

grabeh, pinaghirapan ko ayusin yan ah.. hehehehe.. sana magustuhan nyo..
yung song lang kc hindi sya magplay pag hndi nyo binuksan yung misc.
pero ok lang un.. ehhehehe.. don't forget to drop by a comment...

(n_n)"LoL"(n_n)

2007-06-10T08:25:00.000+08:00

I'm back, well from now on I'll write on my blog everyday. I just woke up, yesterday i woke up early. I think it's 5am?.Then until 11am i play the computer. hahaha well i have to go now, i'm going to play it again. lol... c yah!!!

>>>>stigmatized<<<<

2007-03-28T13:37:00.001+08:00

If I give up on you
I give up on me
If we fight what's true
Will we ever be
Even God himself
And the faith I knew
Shouldn't hold me back
Shouldn't keep me from you
CHORUS:
Tease me
By holding out your hand
Then leave me
Or take me as I am
And live our lives
Stigmatized

I can feel the blood
Rushing though my veins
When I hear your voice
Driving me insane
Hour after hour
Day after day
Every lonely night
That I sit and pray

Repeat chorus

We live our lives
On different sides
But we keep together
You and I
Just live our lives
Stigmatized

We'll live our lives
We'll take the punches everyday
We'll live our lives
I know we're gonna
Find our way

I believe in you
Even if no one understands
I Believe in you, and
I don't really give a damn
If we're stigmatized
We live our lives
On different sides
But we keep together
You and I
We live our lives
On different sides

We're gonna live our lives
Gotta live our lives
We're gonna live our lives
We're gonna live our lives
Gonna live our lives
Stigmatized

wednesday....

2007-02-28T18:12:00.000+08:00

wednesday na....
ang bilis talaga..
lapit na naman weekends...

ano kayang pwede gawin sa weekends??
hehehe...
bkas.. may removal kami..
kailangan magreview sa journalism..
pahirapan na naman..
hehehehe.....
may quiz rin pla sa AP
dami pla dpat reviewhin..
dami pla quiz bkas,,,
pero okay lang..
thursday na naman eh...

m0nday.... (regular classes)

2007-02-26T18:43:00.000+08:00

regular classes na ulit kami...
kagabi natulog ako 12:00 na..
ganda ksi ng CSI eh...
hehehehe...
anyways..
pagpasok ko kanina eh..
nwalan ng kuryente..
ang saya db??
ehehhehe

8:10 na kami
nagstart maglesson
kc may hinandang
short program ang
Student Government...
because teacher's day
nung friday and wala kami
pasok nun...
so, d kami nakapag grit
sa mga teachers..
kaya naisipan nila na
mag program kanina..

10:50 na nagkailaw...
akala nga namin walang pasok eh..
kso biglang nagkailaw eh..
pero ok lang..
masaya naman araw ko eh..
puro kalokohan...
ehhehehehe....

well, buti na lang..
tapos na ako sa mga assignments ko..
hehehehe...

working with my projects

2007-02-25T16:16:00.000+08:00

i'm still trying to finish our group project in journalism...
kasi deadline na po sa Feb. 28
and it's on wednesday...

sana umabot kami sa deadline...
hehehehe
nagumpisa ako nung 10:30am
and it's already 4:15pm...
so, tinigil ko muna yung paggawa
ehehehehe

may bukas pa naman eh..
and kailangan ko pa sagutan
yung book ko sa ibong adarna
kc deadline na rin nya sa Feb. 28
dami ko pa kailangang tapusin
okay lang yan..
GO!!!
kaya ko yan..
ehehhehe

walking and walking.......

2007-02-25T10:08:00.000+08:00

kanina mga 5pm pumunta
ako sa haus nila kathleen
para samahan nya ako
sa haus nila charity...

akala ko naman
dun sa isang san pedro malapit,
malayo pa pla...
hehehe

pagdating namin sa kanila
kinuha ko ung manuscript sa project namin...
akala ko kumpleto na..
na kay bea daw ung isa..

nagpunta naman kami kanila bea..
pagdating namin dun
wala daw sa kanya na sa klasrum daw..
eh di wala rin..
malamang..
hehehe

sayang lang yung effort namin..
hehehe.. ok lang..
masaya naman maglakad eh..
hehehehe..

Essence of my Love

2007-02-24T16:56:00.001+08:00

Jeweled oceans,

are what your gleaming eyes are filled with,
where playful dreams are hiding
waiting for my longing heart,
to be brushed against the vast waves of joy
to relinquish all my sadness.

And yet,
these verses must whisper beyond
those beautiful dawn-lit shores,
for it is your unselfish mind
with precious budding thoughts
of infinite generosity
that I treasure the most.

~you are the Glorious Essence of my inmost thoughts~

Sacred roses,

are what your majestic landscape is planted with
where this hard-loving man wants to turn loose
breathing in your intoxicating fragrance
to taste the sweetest nectar of life
and fully reveal myself for you.

And yet,
these verses must flow beyond
your garden of heavenly sins,
for it is your true love for me
which defies understanding
of your divine soul
that I worship the most.

~you are the Rays of Light of my humble life~

Oh, dear beloved,
I cannot favor just a single day
to display my affection of your Healing Grace,
for my days of celebration began
when our paths merged
and become a walkway to the Heavens.

Will you wait for me??

2007-02-24T16:55:00.000+08:00

Remembering the last time we spoke,
you and I planned out our lives that night.
If only I could've known that day,
would be the last time we'd say goodnight.

I've faced so many nights without you,
without you by my side to hold.
That's when the pain starts settling in,
my life, without you, seems so cold.

Some may say I have sleepless nights,
that I'm haunted by nightmares of you.
But my only nightmare is when I wake,
knowing tomorrow won't bring me you.

Every morning I wake up crying,
holding your picture in my hands.
Asking the lonely night, "why?",
I try so hard to understand.

I think back on the promises,
all the pacts we made together.
How we'd grow old at each other's side,
and that we'd make it through forever.

But, baby, you left too soon,
our cruel fates tore us apart.
Still I'll keep those sacred promises,
and hold them dear inside my heart.

I'll move on; still loving you,
that's my promise for eternity.
Even if I grow old with someone else,
please...promise that you'll wait for me...

He touched my heart

2007-02-24T16:54:00.001+08:00

There is a good man
That I have come to know
One of God's best
His kindness always shows

Leaving a little wisdom
On everything he's touched
A heart like his is rare
One that loves so much

He made me believe
In myself, things he sees
That I have self worth
Finding good in me

He touched my heart
He is always there
When I am crying
I know he will care

Devoting his life to others
For him I will always pray
Maybe our paths will cross
Waiting for that day

i don't, I can't and I won't

2007-02-24T16:51:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna cry anymore.
i just want to let things flow.
i cant imagine living like this for another day.
it affecting the inside of me just making me fade away.
i cant last another week not talking to u.
it makes me cry at night.
why should i worry about this even when its all a lie right?
i wont take the pain that you've caused me.
i cant make myself stop crying.
everyday is becoming worse.
i cant speak.
i don't try.
i wont cry.
living here is the worst decision I've made.
now I'm not so excited about anything.
i guess what I'm trying to say is I'm sorry.
I'm sorry you're believing everything.

alone

2007-02-24T16:49:00.000+08:00

Sitting alone again this night
Not another person is around
Feeling silence overtaking me
Not hearing a single sound

Loneliness seeps into my heart
Tears running down my face
Needing someone with me tonight
Comfort of knowing I am safe

When I'm all by myself
Thoughts in my mind race
Thinking of times with you
Trying to find a happy place

The quite really pains me
When nothing is what I hear
Needing the sound of your voice
Being alone my biggest fear

Trying to get through the night
Just knowing nobody is there
Waiting on the sun to rise
I hate feeling this despair

my newest blog

2007-02-24T16:33:00.000+08:00

this is my newest blog... h0pe you'll enjoy it!!!

magbalik by callalily

2007-02-24T15:05:00.001+08:00

wala nang dating pagtingin
sawa na ba sa king lambing
wala ka namang dahilan
bakit bigla na lang nang-iwan?

di na alam ang gagawin
upang ika'y magbalik sa kin
ginawa ko naman ang lahat
bakit bigla na lang naghanap

hindi magbabago
pagmamahal sa iyo
sana'y pakinggan mo
ang awit ng pusong ito

tulad ng mundong hindi tumitigil
sa pag-ikot
pag-ibig di mapapagod
tulad ng ilog na hindi tumitigil
sa pag-agos
pag-ibig di matatapos

alaala'y bumabalik
mga panahong nasasabik
sukdulang mukha mo ay laging nasa panaginip
bakit biglang pinagpalit
pagsasamahan tila nawaglit
ang dating walang hanggan
nagkaroon ng katapusan

hindi magbabago
pagmamahal sa iyo
sana'y pakinggan mo
ang awit ng pusong ito

tulad ng mundong hindi tumitigil
sa pag-ikot
pag-ibig di mapapagod
tulad ng ilog na hindi tumitigil
sa pag-agos
pag-ibig di matatapos

jealous by nina

2007-02-24T15:04:00.002+08:00

Jealous of the girl who caught your eye

One of my darker days

When you looked at her where was I?

Shoulda been in her place

Here I am

All alone imagining what might have been

What could have been

If I had been there

[Chorus:]

Jealous of the one who'se arms are around you

If she's keeping you satisfied

Jealous of the one who finally found you

Made your sun and your stars collide

La la la la la la la

She's a very very lucky girl

La la la la la la la

Jealous of the one who won your heart

They say it's a perfect match

She's gonna get to be where you are

And I don't get better than that

She'll say you're fine

Whisper words I wish were mine

And they might have been

If I had been there

[Repeat Chorus]

You know I'd fight the good fight

If I thought I'd change your mind

But if she makes you happy

I would leave that dream behind

Man, she better treat you right

And give you everything

Cause at the moment she doesn't

I'll be waiting in the wings

[Repeat Chorus]

La la la la la la la

She's a very very lucky girl

just so you know by jesse mccartney

2007-02-24T15:04:00.001+08:00

I shouldn't love you
but I want to,
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you
but I want to,
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop

CHORUS
Just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to, be around you
There's so much I can't say
and do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way

And I don't know
how to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop

CHORUS
Just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killing me
and I'm wondering why I waited so long
Looking back I realized,
it was always there just never spoken
and I'm waiting here
been waiting here

mmmm.....oh

CHORUS
Just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
ohh

Just so you know
ohhh

Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

Just so you know

wh0 i am

2007-02-24T15:03:00.001+08:00

Sitting in the dark
Listening to the songs
That seem to tell the stories of your life
Looking back to the past
At the memories
That made you who you are

Whether a bad boyfriend
Or the sweet guy you just met
A wasted night you cant remember
A night you wont forget
A friend you'll keep close
Or a moment you might regret
Mood swings of your highs and lows
Something that happened again you swore you'd never let

A broken heart a mended soul
A tear Rollin down your cheek
When you met another and your heart he stole
That spoke the words that made your knees week
A friend that catches you when you fall
There for any problem you had
Whether it was big or small
And to stay up and talk it didn't seem all that bad

Your nights you never made it to bed
Partying or just long nights with friends
To find the morning the only thing to dread
Being there for each other til the end
Sleeping half the day
Never got old
If we had it our way
And our unbearable ways they couldn't seem to control

We live just once
One chance is all we get
Take life for granted
Too young for growing up just yet
Don't let anything pass you by
Don't do the things to get you off track
Living life to the fullest
Never going back

Sitting here still yet in the dark
Listening to the same old songs
Thats told the story of my life
Looking at my past
And at the memories
Thats made me who i am